I am laying here on my couch, trying to write.

I got a paragraph out. That's it.

I'm pretty sure this book is going to take forever. And who knows if I will even find a publisher that will like it. Its not like its the next great American novel- or an "original" idea like Twilight, or shocking like Fifty Shades of Grey. Or ever other horrible erotic book that followed Fifty Shades of Grey.

I just want it to be good, and to have people read it. And obviously to make money so I can do something that I love for a living.

/end sad blog.